For those doggie lovers and a chance to blog

Recently, I have been going around taking pictures. Lots and lots of pictures! But that being said, I went to some god forsaken land in Lim Chu Kang. It really was a no man's land. So secluded that it costs 12 bucks to reach that friggin place by taxi from the closest MRT station.

Anywho, I went to a pet farm. Rather a breeder if that's what you want to call it. I saw really cute things there! Enough blabbling. Onwards to pictures!!!!

























Yeah. That's all. So cute right?! OMG! I sound gay. Anywho, the puppy costs 688. Its a shitzu mixed maltese. Bleah! I want one!!!!

joycelin...hope u are feeling better now....really sorry that i can't make it to the wake as i will be very emo at wake and have since avoided going to wake unless i really have to go......some personal reason as i will tend to cry during wake....just hope that u are really feeling better as i'm very sure your grandmother are in heaven and living peacefully now....take care

Some Thoughts to Share

Hello, I am back finally after a gazillion yrs. Haha. Ok, this might gonna b a long and boring post coz I've gt quite a bit to share about myself. So pardon me. >< color="#6600cc">this is not a sad post, it's something I feel like sharing with you people. What's over is over, I am happy as I used to be now.

1. Firstly, CONGRATS to 6 flowers (and myself) that you all have graduated! :) We have all decided what to do next, at least for the next few yrs. So that's gd. So gd luck in your future endeavours, no matter if you going to work to study. :)

As for dragon, we'll wait for you to graduate and accompany through your NS days ok? So work hard now and graduate soon arh!

2. Guys, thanks for coming to the wake. I feel really touched and happy. No words can describe. Truly, only in times of need you'll see who are your true friends. You guys are one bunch of mine. =D Shereen, I know you can't make it, I understand. So, don't worry.Over the 1 week wake, I didn't cry except when I got the news my grandma pass on . I felt better, really, or maybe I thought so.The day of crementation was torturing for me. I cried hard and badly. ( Jim said he was kinda stunned to see me in that way. haha) I couldn't imagine in just a few minutes my grandma's face and body would be gone and into ashes. I can't see her anymore. Oh, FYI, she was baptised few mths ago. Thus, the funeral was a christian one.

My christian relatives kept telling me she's in heaven, not suffering anymore, when i agitatedly ask where my grandma gone to. Tears kept rolling down my cheeks, uncontrollably. You know when sometimes you are so desperate and sad that you would keep shouting and ask dumb questions when crying? Yah, I was in that state sub conciously. I remember I asked (or screaming) questions like " Where ah ma has gone to?", "Ah ma, come back!", "Ah ma, I'm sorry.", "Ah ma, rest in peace?", "Why of all my ah ma gt such an illness (colon cancer), She's still young." and the sentence I repeated the most " I got no (paternal) ah ma anymore/ You know I got no ah ma anymore, you know????". I think Jim was also lost in seeing me like this, to a state where he didn;t know how to console me. At that time, I didn't need any consoles from anyone, really. I just wanna cry out loud. I got a few stares from my relatives, those not so close ones. haha. I guess they are shocked I reacted this way, but who cares? I thought I will have a good cry that day, and after that day I will not shed anymore tears and lead a happy life.

From last year end till now, because of my grandma's illness, my family and relatives are more bonded and closer. Pros and cons I would say. Each and everyone of us would make an effort to visit my grandma every once, at least twice. The past two or three months, when her condition worsened, all of us went over almost everyday. You all might say when my grandma is sick and then visit her, isn't it too late? Yes, I know lah. Too late la. But I guess this is the most painful yet happiest moment of my grandma's life. Coz at least she knows we are there for her and have not given up on her. No one in the family was ingrateful or unfillial. She's very fortunate to have all her children and grandchildren taking turns to take care of her, even the doctors and nurses who visited said so too. I can see everyone did their part. I became closer to my grandma too. :) Because of this incident, I learnt to speak Hokkien. haha. Before that, I didn't know how to and didn't want to learn oso. Not say that my Hokkien is super fluent now, but I can speak at least speak simple short sentences and pronounce correctly.

I guess my second aunt is the most tiring, since she's living with my grandma and have to take care of her and her children and cope with her job. I think she really deserves an applause *claps*. She really did a good job, being so attentive towards my grandma and she really understands what my grandma wants, more than anyone else.Thinking back, I was lucky that I graduated this year, maybe heaven is giving me a last chance to take care of my grandma. Before I found a job, I accompanied her to hospital check-ups and went to visit her as frequently as I could. In between my two jobs, I was jobless for 2-3 weeks. So, I went to stay over at my grandma house to take care of my grandma during the weekdays when my auntie was working. When working, visited her aft work and during weekends. But, I feel I didn't do my best to take care of her. But well, it's over.

Grandma, rest in peace. :)

3. Recently, I've seen through lots of things, good and bad, in this practical world. I saw good human nature in some people and ugly side in some. Beyond words I can describe my appreciation and disappointment to these people. Caring and sincere relatives, aloof and uncaring relatives, ungrateful people taking others for granted. So so in return, I will treat them as how they treat me. Finally, I know some are already waiting to see this...

END OF POST! haha

XH is here!~ =D

hello~ who0o0o! so long since i log in. i couldnt log in. and dragon helped me to reset and everything. so i can now update! thnks bro! :)

*ipromiseiwilltrytoupdatefreq*

i dunno wat to blog abt. but i promised some1 i will update. ok. i will come up w something.

let me think let me think let me think..........

thinking..
thinking..
thinking..
thinking..

hmmm, ok, shall update abt MYSELF! :)

1) currently working @ a company called INTTRA. Nature of biz is shipping. oh, but im only a dumb temp admin there. and 80% of the time, im fixing the monster dispenser that broke down on me 3 times when im not even w the co. for 3 mths. Stupid thing. oh btw, my last day's 20th jun! heeee. HAPPIES! PSST! i overheard my supervisor telling the agency to try harder to find some1 asap! cuz the new girls that she interviewed arent up to standard! wahahaha! im da best so far lah~ *shys* hey hey hey, the dispenser arent easy to handle ok! consider the fact that im a biz student doing engineering stuff? hahaha, impressed? LOL, dun ask me to diam leh.

oh yeah. work's pretty fun too cuz of our email convo circulation. Participants include joy, ami, sw & pocky! recently, shereen joined us too! too bad jy and dragon cant have email access all the time due reasons (no access/having lessons), if not all of us will have a BLAST lah.

hmmm. wat else..

oh. i love doing courier. The fedex guy! Haha, he always called me by my name lah! *ok, thats dumb* When im asked to call for courier, i will do it vvvv quickly! but sadly, ytd when i did it, it was the other guy who came. hahahaha. oh, he's malay. OKAY, perhaps yongtao is better. *by any chance, yong tao's reading this blog?* wahaha, im kidding lah!

2) next next.. oh yeah, gotten into SIM:) will start 1st july! thats like so fast! i feel like i haven been resting enough since... the exams were over? after that, its job searching. and work work work.

yeah, the KL trip w my poly frens! but seriously, its like nth lah. half the time, im travelling. so nvm. im working till 20th jun as mentioned, so am still looking fwd to have FUN till sch starts. so feel free to ask me out! :) anytime~

oh yes, gotten into the same intake as joy, jy and shereen! :) SIM might not be as recognize as the local unis. but still, the prospects, i feel, are the same as the local unis. so not to worry! :) after all, this is true, its your ability that talks and not tt pc of paper. (but yes, paper still plays a part) so, to joy, jy & shereen, lets work hard tgt in SIM ok!:)

congrats to ami&sw! they secured a place in the local unis! :) work hard too alright!:)

pocky, we will see u in jan 09's intake!:) for now, work hard as a recruitm consultant ya?

and dragon, one more sem to go rite! jiayou ok! save me a tix, cuz i will be there to attend ur graduation ceremony! :) dun slack slack and psp all the time huh. CHIONG for the final sem!:)

to all, not an easy journey to embark on, so all of us will work hard tgt ok! but ok lah, but play hard as well ok. GET A LIFE pple! haha. dun study all the time! :p



and for now.. seriously, i dunno wat else to blog. haha. let me think first ok? i will be back:)

in the meantime, take care pple!:) loves.

As usual, I am the one updating. (Damn! Got to think up of better titles...)

I was getting too tired of looking at my own handsome face as the first post of this almost forsaken blog. I have no idea how often you people still visit this place, nor do I have any idea if you people actually remember if we still had a blog. But I am not intending to stop just yet. We are together in this so I am gonna make it happen.

As the saying goes, "If I don't sacrifice myself, who else will?"

Anyways, on to a happier side, I have decided to dedicate this post to my graduating girls whom recently graduated from Nanyang Polytechnic, School of Business Management. This is to commemorate the joyous occassion which I will be blogging with many many pictures! This post will be very graphical and some MIGHT be NSFW. In case you are wondering what NSFW means, it means, NOT SAFE FOR WORK. So those reading the blog at work, please be cautious. :)

I am glad that I was able to attend the graduation ceremony. It is all thanks to Shu Yun's extra ticket. One thing though, the whole ceremony is BORING! But hey! I get to see all my flowers graduating. That itself is very gratifying. Anyways, let us get on with the pictures. If I go on any further, this post will never end.

The ceremony started with everyone filling the hall. You can hear scuffling of shoes. Chatter between parents of the graduans. Cameras flashing when the graduans made their way in to sit. Every minor detail was captured by every parent when it invovled their children. Heck! Some parents even brought video camera to capture the moment as though they were filming a biography of some great person. Haha. You should see some of the way the parents stood just to capture their kid on camera. You'll probably get a huge laugh out of it.



There's Pocky. She's so bored that she decided to make faces at us and somehow or rather, we magically managed to capture a picture of a pig. LOL!



The boredom even got to Xiu Hui. She decided to whip out her phone and all I heard was "SELL! SELL THE STOCK YOU MORON! WE ARE EARNING MILLIONS THIS TIME!" Wow. Da Jie is already making millions even before she graduates.

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Ok. That was purely fictional on the author's part. Authors start to write like that when they are lacking some readership on their blog. Moving on, the ceremony finally decided to start and I was sincerely hoping that something interesting would be happening and never did I expect that I am going to LITERALLY see 400+ students go up one by one to collect their certificates. Who cares about them?! I just want to see my flowers collecting theirs! The rest can just go jump into a lake and start swimming with sebestian singing "under the sea".



First up is our Pocky. Yes. We. Know. How. Short. You. Are. Pocky. LOL!



Then came Jie Yi. Aww. Seeing this again is making me wanting to cry. *sniff sniff*



Followed by our resident chio bu of sengkang, Joycelin.



Finally! The one who is earning millions of dollars as we speak. Was half expecting her to talk while shaking that guy's hand. Our well loved and respected Da Jie.

And now, I am proud to present you the merit holders!



Amilia! My CB! Charcoal Buddy! Woooohooo!



Last but not least, the one whom I am going to marry at the age of ... OPPPS! Pardon me CY if you are reading this. I meant to say, last but not least, our very own... Shu Yun!!!

So that is how the author has managed to bleep out the other 394+ people for you. By just posting up pictures of the IMPORTANT people. After the whole thing, we were chased ushered out into the foyer where every graduans started snapping pictures like there were no tomorrow. After which, everyone went off to celebrate with their parents and friends. So I shall end this post with more pictures.

~*-=The End=-*~

P.S: To my 7 wonderful flowers. I am very happy indeed to see all of you blossoming into beautiful people and moving on further at the next step in life. Remember. No matter what you do or what happens, do not forget one another. Like what Amilia said. Good luck for your future endeavours!

As autumn comes, the flower petels will fall. But once spring is here, the flower will once again blossom into the most beautiful things on Earth. So life is full of ups and downs. Don't give up alright! I love each and everyone of you! :)

Ok. I want to end now. I just realised, I am saying all these so called words of 'wisdom', but I am still stuck in that stupid institute. Hahahah! This time its really the

End.

Time to update!!

Recently, I just cut my hair again. This time its waaaay shorter than I have ever cut before. Since there is hardly anyone blogging here, I shall place a handsome picture of myself and let all of you to fantasise about. Wahahahah!

If you want to stop seeing things like these on our blog, please blog more often!




Really short huh? See you girls soon. School is great! But I think working is better. Oh well. Guess we have lots of things to talk about when we meet up.

Anyone interested in a 3 months temp job? It’s in an office environment….hurry! while stocks last! This job offer is not through any job agency so that means you’ll get the full amount! Sounds great? Anyone interested please call or message me….sounds like an advertisement but I don’t get any commission...too bad I already have a job…or else I’ll take up the offer….zzzzz

Picture for all to see!!!!

I suppose this picture will serve as a nice memory for us in the future. Many of us are gonna look back and say, "Wow! Look at how thin I was in the past." At long last we finally got a nice picture of all of us together. Hopefully in the future, we will all meet up and bring all our kids and get a picture together.

Or we could even let them make friends with each other so they can carry on the circle of friendship that we will have for eternity. Haha. Just a random thought. Anyways, no mattter who we are or where we are, this picture will serve its purpose and remind you of who you once knew and were friends with in the past.

Friendship is really a difficult thing to persue and easy to break cos ultimately we are strangers to begin with. Only through hardships and happy times that we get to know one another. So like I always say, friendship is like a Warhead's candy. Sour at the start but sweet in the end if you hold hands and walk together.

Signing off now. So I hope in future, when you look back at this picture, you would go "Wow! Look at how fat I was in the past". Hahaha!!!

Yay!

Let me congratulate all of you for finally graduating out of NYP. I am very proud of all of you and that I wish all of you will strive harder for anything that comes your way in future.

Ain't gonna write a long post for I am short of time. So best wishes to all of my precious pretty flowers and that hopefully, in time to come, you will still get back and use this blog as a place for all of us to meet. :)

It's the festive season!

So what's new people? It is the time where you hear lots of gong hei fatt choi! Yes. Time for reunion dinners, red packets, pineapple tarts and all the other goodies that come with this very festive festival! Yup! Chinese new year. You girls better be glad that I am taking some time from this happiness to blog I tell ya.

Since I decided to grace this blog with some wisdom words of mine, I hope all of you can take some time to blog here as well. I might have not been blogging as much, but that doesn't mean you all should stop as well. So here are some of my new year greetings to all of you.

Wealth round rolling rolling come

Year year got fish

Ten thousands of things may go your way

Dragon's and horses' vitality

Heart think, things come true

And lastly, since its the rat year,

Rat year rat come treasure!!!

If you can't get it, then too bad!!! Hahahahaha! Have fun you all. Missing and loving you girls lots!!!

Hear ye! Hear ye!

Time now is 12.10 Pm. Currently in NYP, just reminded Roan to blog here. Apparently, that girl is indeed blogging, but NOT HERE! Bah! Just goes to show how lazy she is. Since that girl is SOOOOOO lazy, I shall do her job and blog over here when I should be blogging at my own. But hey. Being the nice gentlemen that I always am, I shall just blog.

Since this is the start of the new semester, I would like to welcome all of you back to school. Hopefully this new semester will be a good semester. Sadly, it also marks the end of a journey where many of us will begin on a new journey on a new road with new environment and a new social circle. Soon all of you will be turning your back, leaving this place with a diploma added to your qualifications. That will also mean, I won't be crooning my neck to the sound of "Dragon!" in the hallowed hallways of the poly.

Ah~ How much I would miss that being called out in school. I remember the very first day I got this really preposterous nickname. Very soon, this name will be forgotten and rarely used. Seriously. How often do you hear someone being called "Dragon" in a polytechnic? I am really glad that for these 3 years we have been together through thick and thin. (Although I am not really thin.)

So to finish up this really short and pointless post. I bid all of you farewell and all the best for your future endeavours. Best of luck to all of you, my precious 7 little flowers! 7 Flowers and Dragon will last as long as we have each other in our hearts. I will update more often from now onwards until the day when you girls graduate. Do work hard and aim for your dreams!

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hi there! how are you gals and guy?

hmm, its been long since i have blogged. no worries, i am too lazy to upload pictures and stuff here...

hope you are getting on fine. take care and smile :P

hi there! have everyone received my testimonial?hahaa......a rose for everyone! haha....so what have u all been doing at ur workplace?haven't heard much from u all........i'm so happy today because its a friday! that means we will get to enjoy our weekend! yippee......let's dance

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Hello 7 flowers and dragon! :D

It's been such a long time that I updated our blog, hehe, feeling abit guilty, that's why i update OUR blog first then later on my own blog. :D

It's very tiring to wake up SOOO EARLY every morning! I practically had to drag myself out of bed everyday.. Had to wake up at 630am, and catch the 718am bus! I am taking bus 88 now, though its straight bus to tpy, but the journey is like, 1 hour and 10 mins. ): sit until butt pain leh!

how are the rest of you? Seems like when we don't meet up, we will be very busy with our own lifes.. give us some updates on your lifes ok people? :)

Heard that joy is working 6 days week, wa, so siong leh.. must take care... and the rest, i presume, also working right? haha, its like we are preparing for the future, and we are like working adults!! haha..

okie, i'm digressing.. but still.. all the best in whatever you all do, and we shall meet up ASAP k?

p.s. sorry, this sat I cant make it cos it's alvin's popo birthday celebration.. so, had to cancel again.. SORRY PEOPLE!

God bless,
estheRoan*

I believe

I believe everyone is very busy with their ow lives to lead. So work hard ok? But to those who acually bother to come here and take a peek every now and then, I thank you for it. And when you actually feel like it, do update yea?

I am now in EMRS. Been pretty busy with events. Sadly none of you are in school to witness it. Oh well, who asked me to fail that god damned module. I have only myself to blame for not studying hard enough. Talking about studies, how is everyone's results? I sure hope you girls did well. Sorry for not posting this in an interesting way like I usually do, but I am really tired. Just really tired.

Anyways, I want to thank da jie for treating me to dinner the other night. Love you! At least lets get started planning for the big bash for christmas ok?! LOL~ Really hope this time we would be partying like crazy. I think you people need to relax as well.

7 Flowers. And a Dragon. What is in stored for us? Who knows?

P.S: Shereen and da jie. Gimme more time. I will add you people back soon. And did I mention I am DJaying for an online radio? I'll be online hosting radio at 1 am everynight. Do tune in to me if you can. :)

I am annoucing...

It's over. It's officially over. I wouldn't think I would be able to free myself from this 5 year chain which I had bounded myself to. I know how ironic I sound saying I will prevail and never ever let go, but then again...

If you people are on the same wavelength as me, you will know what I mean. Just when I thought life was getting more simple, someone up there decided to throw some shit at me and make me squirm like a miserable little worm. I bet he must be laughing his ass off right now.

I remembered once how I told a certain friend of mine that it was actually quite simple for her to solve her problem. Now that I find myself in the same predicament, I was a helpless little worm. Rather, I quite understand how she felt at that time. Guess I am too much of a person to solve things logically. Somehow, it has dawned on me that matters of the heart can NEVER be simply solved by logic. Or to put it bluntly, logic has no place when it comes to matters like those.

Apart from feeling all these, I feel like a jerk. One that has not kept to his promises. Not only that, a tinge of betrayal to my own words. As though all these wasn't enough for me, it somehow affects my future plans. Oh boy! I guess someone up there doesn't really like me a lot. Making me suffer currently wasn't enough, so he had to plan my future suffering.

Bah! I am at quite a loss now. Although I have come to a decision, I am not really sure if it would be a good one. I guess I have to trouble more of my friends now. Somehow, I foresee that things aren't gonna be solved any time soon. I think I should stop. No point trying to speak in riddles when everyone knows what is happening. I shall stop now.

Life sucks, like a vacuum cleaner.

What I have been up to recently...

In case some of you didn't know, Linny is back!!!! Wahahahah!!! I am glad. Truly. I guess you can say this is the happiest time of the year for me. It has been two and the half years since I last saw her. I remember the times when I was in school with her. All the things we talked about and did together. Somehow, when it came to the day to pick her up from the airport, all these memories seemed so vague.

I tried hard, recalling any images that I have of her. Haha! I only could remember that bitchy accent of hers over the phonecalls that I had with her. But hey, who gives a shit now right? Thinking about it, this is the only place that I am able to freely write about my feelings for her. Nope, she doesn't need to know about this place for now. Not at least before I tell her how I feel.

Been a long time since someone updated here. I can see lots of dust gathering here. Listen people! Being busy is not an excuse! I believe you can find time if you really wanna do it. So here are a couple of pictures for you girls to see. Its pictures of me and her. LOL~











Yes yes. I know. My head is super big when placed next to hers. Just laugh and dun tell me about it. Zzz.

Pictures! Sorry peeps for the delay.. Hehe... :P

Enjoy!!

Vivocity

Had a very fun day with all of you, hope to meet you all soon!

All the best for our studies and projects! Jia you (:

gtg already(:

estheRoan*